71.  And I was lucky to be admitted to Nanjing University.

72.  But the feelings about university I have before and after a year of university life totally oppose each other.

73.  In high school, under a circumstance of mountains of homework and pressure, I hope to get rid of all of those torturing stuff.

74.  I clearly remember that I was on the edge of crumbling when I went to Mt Zhang, who is both a teacher and a friend of mine.

75.  He told me that I was not far from "paradise", which dragged desperation out of me.

76.  Whence I was stamped with an image in which no homework bothers me and no people push me that hard.

77.  I could have plenty of free time to enjoy, do what I want and no longer linger in depression.

78.  Notwithstanding the fact that I did have far more time for myself, I dared not wasting it after I went to Nanjing University, for many students are superior to me in so many aspects.

79.  Gradually I learnt in order to be competitive, the older teenagers are, the more conscientious they must be.

80.  The other stereotyping I notice is that students are more or less told by someone to hold two or more posts currently as soon as they enter university.